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Life Update | Anxiety, Uni and Life
11/03/2017
Long time
no see, I know. The last couple of weeks have been manic and I have had 0 time
to sit down and write a post, take pictures or even get ideas on what to post.
I still wanted to post something today as I didn't want to let you without any
post for such a long time and I though I'd do a quick life update.
Let's
start talking about anxiety. Now that I thought I had come to a good point
where my anxiety was more or less under control, it surprises me again being
worse than ever. I have anxiety almost everyday now and it really changes the
way I feel or behave; even just taking the train to go to university causes me
so much anxiety. If you have read the blog for a while you know my anxiety was
kind of social and with all the new people of university this side of my
anxiety has gotten worse and worse. Due to that I've felt really uninspired,
which makes me feel even worse as it means I cannot blog and blogging almost
works like a therapy to me.
I think I
could say I'm now fully used to the new routine and life of university. I am
really enjoying my degree so far (I'm studying International Business
Economics; in case you want to know) and I'm overall really enjoying the study
part of university. I also feel like it was the right considering what I want
to do in the future. The social part of university, however, hasn't been as
great. I have made a few friends but they are not people I see myself spending
time out of university or having much things in common. As my anxiety has been
so bad I haven't even gone to a single party, as they give me so much anxiety.
Talking
about other things; I am really excited about Christmas (even though November
has just started) and I might go to France on December just for a few days
which I'm really excited about. I also have many ideas for the blog and things
I want to do before the year finishes, so make sure you keep an eye on future
updates! Also, last week I got tickets to see Sam Smith on May and I cannot
contain my excitement.
What have
you all been up to? Let me know in the comments…
LAURA
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